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since my blogspot account is customed to be a private blog, and this entry is something i need the public to read,(SPECIFICCALY SESEORANG yg namenye dirahsiakan dan org2 seangkatan dgn nye), here goes my very rare friendster blog post.

juz peringatan kepada diri sndiri,kwn2,umat islam yg harap2 masih lagi islam insyaAllah

• trusworthy itu important dlm all kinds of rships.tapi igt,zaman sekarang ni dsebabkan kite da own kepercayaaan dr ssorang tu,we tend to betray that person.penah dga kan,dlm dunia ni kita hny akan dpt kepercayaan sekali saje.once broken its gonen wil never return,n anda tak layak utk ask for another one..
• hubungan sex luar nikah tu adalah level yg sangat teruk utk seorang yg IC dier tertulis ‘beragama islam’ .to me x boleh dimaafkan..kalau sampai tahap you think it’s ok,please realise that you might go staight to the hell when U die kalau x sempat taubat.
• apekate kite manambahkan sket kekerapan bfikir ttg mati.sbb xder hukum or peraturan alam pun yg mengatakan yg kita hanya akan mati pada usia tua..n bayangkan ,nauzubillah Allah tarik nyawa waktu ko tgh wat maksiat ngn llaki bukan muhrim itu.waktu tu you da mati,xboleh nak escape pun..n the police will have to tell your parents that you died in that embarassing condition,in a hotel room for example.betapa malu nyer ngan masyarakat,apetah lagi betapa hinanya di sisi Allah
• say you tot dat guy is your definite future wife /husband..n konon2 your true love what so ever..n lets say you actually marry each other someday,adekah rumahtangga tu slamat? huh..cummon..You espect rumahtangga yang dibina atas darah maksiat will hav a happy ending? fikirla sendiri.pandaikan?
• jangan act macam org dewasa kalau U belum dewasa internally.a 60 year-old man pun kdg2 x semestinya pernah dewasa.sumer xde kaitan ngn umur,they’re just numbers.kalau You still buat mende2 bodo ceni, dont call yourself dah dewasa or waras..coz ure even worse!
• mende yang da jadi common/mende yang ramai orang buat/mende yg jadik trend tak semenstinya betul.in fact most of them salah.When there’re many people doing it that it becomes common,it DOES’NT mean that it’s OK to do.
• maybe You fikir you org muda..beselaa kissing2 etc,sumorang buat wut?xcool laa kalau x buat,nerdnyer couple tapi pegang tangan pun tidak,ape keco2 da tua nanti taubatlah..nauzubillah.jgn sampai Allah murka n xizinkan you sempat taubat
• ingatlah,mule dgn dosa2 kecik tu laa lahirnya dosa2 besar..jangan espect people anggap you baik kalau dressing you adelah daring.sebab in most cases, what you wear reflects who you are.Jangan marah kalau ade org misjudge you after your dressing..because you obviously dress dat way because you have other agendas.being sexy n daring dont just end there..you have something hiden behind it..there’s no such thing as "sexy tapi beriman"
• ISLAM..it’s either you MASUK or KELUAR.there’s no room in between it.apabila kita melihat maksiat,tahanlah dgn tangan kalau tak mampu tahan dgn lidah n kalau xmampu tahanlah dgn hati.manusia x penah sunyi dr kesilapan.ape yang pentinga delah antara kita ngn Allah.jangan cuak or gelabah sebab perbuatan kotor tu terkantoi ngan org lain.sebaliknya CUAKlah sebab membelakangkan Allah sbb Dia boleh buat ape saje ngn kamu.it"s pontless kalau U bertaubat sbb takut org tau perbuatan kamu.bertaubat sebab Allah maha pengampun.semoga jadi renungan n semoga Allah kuatkan iman kita especially di saat2 genting.amin

and i’m sorry coz i’m gonna take back all my respects i’ve once given you.n ingat,aku diam bukan maksudnya aku buat bodo,i’m just giving you ONE chance to bertaubat.if you keep rase xbersalah,you’l pay for it..i mean every single word i say baby!

klu da syok2 jpe kawan sure sedey time nak berpisah ngn kwn tu.

tapi klu kawan yg betul2 kite rapat n baik,x laa sedey or risau  sgt bile berpisah.sbb kite sure yg we’l hangout again in a near future.n sebenanye xkan berpisah pun smpai bile..cehh..insyaAllah.tp berat hati tu msti laa ader time babai2 tu kann..

salunyer aku klu bejauhan ngn my bestfriends,agak jarang gak ah in-touch..sbb nantonaku rase selamat n anshin jer coz they r like oreadi apart of U..so there are no such things like they’re gonna forget U ke ape..rase cam berada dlm safe zone la(安定モード)..cthnyer, ngan ZACK,DALILA,BELLA,EPUL,AMAL,SAP,PAE,EJAT,FIQAH,OYA,EMA,MICHELLE,IZAT,HUDA,AIN,MALA,ZAI,IDAH,ECAH

teruk gak attitude ni.tapi aku mmg sgt malas pgg handfon or chatting klu bukan in holidays.sO sorry dat i dont treat u guys(my bff’s) fair enough..ampun kawan2baikku…maafkanler kawan kowang yg si pmalas contac nih..

tp pape pun..I LOVE ALL OF YOU n I WILL ALWAYS DO <—seriously i mean diz key!

(juge ditujukan kan Mimie n Shikincit)

28February2008, 1938pm waktu JAPAN=KOREA…baru je sampai rumah dari KOREA..tapi not ready to see JAPAN lagi..10 days in KOREA sangat memorable,meaningful.bukan stakat jalan2 tgk tempat org n shopping2 je,tapi yg lebih penting  the friendship built.

pagi tadi kelua pukul 7 pagi dari ofistel(tempat kami stay which is bilik kak su n kak diana) ..AYIE pesan suruh kejutkan dier sbb dier nak anta kami naik bas..mule2 dier macam nak je folo sampai airport tapi pukul 9 nak tolong org pindah rumah..Sham pulak janji dgn beriye akan anta kitorang smpai airport tapi ttibe cancel last minute pasal kne pindah..

tapi xpe la..at least kitorang da puas spend masa ngan AYIE,SHAM,KAKSU…kenapa laa diorang ni baik sangat..klu x,mesti it wouldn’t have been a hard goodbye.setiap hari kat SEOUL sgt best sampai aku risau..slalunyer klu bende best2 sgt,nnt ader mende x elok akan belaku.tp alhamdulillah,semuanye selamat n betambah2 best sampai hari ke10.

2nd last day in korea,we went out with HISHAM the whole day smpai tgh malam pasal AYIE sibuk ngan orientasi dier.we went 2 da AIINs WORLD,FANTASTIC STUDIO,COFFEE PRINCE n diakhiri ngan minum hotchocolate kat GS…byk giler laa bende ngarut yg kitowang  borakkan kat COFFEE PRINCE yg best tu wpun aku x tgk pun drama tu..ala..name pn kedai kopi..borak laa berjam2 ..siap buat carta kereaktifan terhadap mcm2 bende..*hahaa,xleh nak state kat cni.nnt ader org malu..=p

n esoknye plak blanje KAKSU n KAK DIANA makan kat myongdong.sbg tanda TQ sgt2 sbb bagi kitowang tpt tinggal disamping menjadik tuan rumah yg best n cool giler..n later,malam last in SEOUL,AYIE ajak karaOke dier blanje.so kitowang korbankan laa tdo.beriye giler sumorang temasuk laa SAP pulun nyanyi kecuali PIKA  yg slamat tido awal2 lagi.FAIRUS plak,cam malu2 lagi ngan kitowang(same macam AYIE time 1st day hang-out)…best seyh…AYIE sporting aa nyanyi siap buat gaya2 laie.mmg gempak laa ryoko(vacation) kitowang ni..siap ade org mabuk yg tgh marah folo kitowang tuh…sebbaik ader AYIE n FAIRUS n MAKCIK kedai tu.

pagi tadi AYIE anta sampai dpn pintu bas..sdih gak laa psl x sempat say proper goodbye psl bas smpai cepat sgt..kitowang berenam sure laa berat hati nak tglkan tpt tinggal kitowang slame 10 hari kat SEOUL tu..smpai airport,tepon SHAM,AYIE,KAKSU…time tu mmg sgt sedey.jgn tekejut klu aku kate org2 yg x disangka menangis pn mnangis jugak…yg mmg kaki nangis tu x yah tanye la..so suasana jadik sgt sedey..xtau laa KAKSU n AYIE pn sedih ke tak..pastu time SAP tgh cakap kat fon ngan HISHAM,ttibe aku nampak HISHAM (yg kononnye x jadik anta kitowang kat airport)…pe laie,cam beruk laa sumorang surprised psl isham ttibe je muncul..so isham lepak smpai kitowang blah nak naik flight.yg pasti sumorang temasuk SHAM mmg xsuke btul ngan that particular moment.”x suke airport”

susah betul nak say goodbye when u still want 2 be there.."between org2 yg ditinggalkan kat seoul,n org2 blah meninggalkan SEOUL ,mane yg laie sedey?"..ni SARAH tanye before flight tadi..hmm ..pape je la..

skang da slamat sampai pn ke jepun.tapi hati kat SEOUL lagi..cewaahh..yg pasti TIRAH,SARAH,SAP,PIKA,PAE, n AKU sendirik sure akan rindu KOREA n mende2 berikut..

1.kedai makcik 24 hours kat bwh tu..stiap kali order msti ader masalah psl bahasa korea kami kureng fasih..kui3

2.usik kaksu ngan norsi smpai kaksu malu n xleh nak jawab

3.lawak hisham yg solonggg je slalu.tapi makin lame makin meningkat..taniah!

4.hisham n ayie yg da biase makan suku je dr ape yg diorder pasal yg selebihnyer,kitowang pow..heheh

5.ayie yg slalu gune japanese phrase yg end-up mengutuk diri sendiri..ayie,blaja nihongo ngan sham yer..barulaa ”ore x baka”..haha

6.sindorim,poh oppa,makan roti kat GS before klua ngan ayie n sham.

7..banyak sgt laie…smpai x tertulis daa

it’s not about how long u’ve been together,but how strong the chemistry between you n them that works out the FRIENDSHIP..so MALAYSIANS in Kankoku..thanx for the short but sweet 10-day-vacatiOn..

im in korea…this is my 4th day ngan sap,pae,terra,sara,pikachu in here…so far sgt besttt!!

banyak tpt daa pegi smpai kaki ni da putus…tapi x leh nak state laa psl aku x tau name2 tpt2nye…tp aku hafal sindorim n singil station je..hahaa…kitowang stay  umah kak su yg kewl ,well they call it the ofistel..hostel dak2 msia laa..

1st day lawat2 palace yg ader kat seoul..world heritage tuh…best,tapi penat banget donG!malam tu plak lepak kat satu flea market ni…which is the climax of da day! banyak food yg bleh makan kat cni compared 2 Japan…so i ended up makan jerr instead of shopping cam yg lain ..pastu asek jpe polis yg comel2 je..hhahaa…rupenye budak2 PKN…hehe..sempoi aah seoul nie.i likey~~~

2nd day..kitowang ngan tourist guide yg baik hati,ayie n his close buddy  hisham gi nami island….tempat shooting winter sonata.nak gi kne naik bas pastu teksi pastu feri..smpai2 je dlm nami island ader bendera msia besides nihon,singapore etc…which symbolizes thier appreciation kat ngara pelancong yg paling ramai visit nami island..nami island tu lawa n ssuai utk honeymoon~~*wink! kitowang asek amek gamba jerr pasal ader camera hisham,sap, n terra…sonok seyhh…sejak smpai korea ,wpun rakyat2 korea agak kasar2 sket,tapi kitiwang terima layanan yg warm dr org2 msia kat cni…pastu kitowang sewa 2 keta mainan(yg dbuat dr beskal)..1 keta utk 3 org,another one utk 5 org…pastu belaku laa aksi2 korea drift yg poyo apabila kitowang race kat jalan yg langsung x rate tu…lawak giler!! mmg sihat laa hari tue..spjg pejalann pegi balik aku n sap didendangkan ngan lullaby hisham yg sgt banyak topic dan best sampai xtido lgsg jadiknye..balik tu singgah kedai makan nearby.hisham blanje..arigatO neh!…pastu kenekan ayie yg blur.kah3!! ngan penuh bergayanye,"ore baka"…utk pengetahuan ayie,baka tu bukan bodo je maksud dier,baka mean gila jugak…sowi yer ayie,jgn mare.

thanx a gazillion 2 ayie,sham,n kak su yg mmg sporting n happening giler! mmg dak2 msia kat korea ni sangat best laa.wpun 1st tyme jpe,derang sgt peramah n boleh masuk giler aah ngn kitowang.klu kat japan jgn harap aa..dak2 msia kat japan mostly x serajin n sebaik hati org2 kat cni…smpai kitowang pn wonder,sumer dak msia kat korea ni mmg baik n peramah ke?

ader laie 5 hari kat korea…looking 4ward to more exciting n memorable omoide..insyaAllah.

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well,i gotta say that aku resssspect NOH.not just as a musician.tapi sbagai manusia lah.

amost celebrities minum.how true is that?anyway i’m not gonna blog about celebrites n arak.even dats so sinonymous,dat’s not the idea.NOH.yang mule2 aku suke pasal he’s HUJAN,later aku betambah ske tgk amatuer videos dier lepak mcm rakyat biaserrrr sangat wpun tengah meletop,n aku makin betambah2 suke lepas aku bace blog dier..

noh is..i can say sorang yg rapat ngan family..sangat xpenah bangge2 wpun satu msia dok puja HUJAN.dier layan fans dier maaacam kawan which is sumthing really2 new in the industry.n aku rase he doesn’t even address himself as an..err..ARTIS..what a down-2-earth chap.

aku salu minat2 public figures,n get dissapointed when i see them partying like crazy,minum,kaki pompuan,seksi2,pendek kate,hanyut laa……but diz tyme it’s really2 different.n diz MOHAMMAD NOH SALEH i’m talking about is sooo lain tau.when he write blogs(personal one..n even for-the-fans blog)..he never forgets to thank everyone temasuklaa yg kasi burger,yg tlg pegangkan beg,yg kasi pinjam barang, and the list goes on~~

n bile dier describe situations,dalam erti kate lain,bercerite..dier akan masukkan watak2 kecik yg xde laa berperanan sgt pn…cam penjaga tiket yang tego dier ke..everybody’s a friend to him.sedangkan he’s a big star.there are a few parts i read kat blog dier tu that impressed me a lot.

1. satu hari 2 dier menhadapi a series of peristiwa malang ..(he even had them listed on the blog)…ini berpunca dr dier tinggal banyak smayang aritu.da le tinggal subuh.solat jumaat pun burn  psl dier bgn kol 5…<—ni cerita dier la.manusia sefemes NOH pn sedar yg sebesar mane pn dier,Allah lagi besar..apetah lagi kite yg x femes ni..n artis2 yg x laa femes mane,tapi sombong ngan tuhan.
2. he was on this meeting ke ape tah ngan ‘org2 besar’ laa konon.together with them,they had NOH’s very own..err..’kawan’(which i espect is a really close fren of him)..yang jugak musical performer yg kowang pn knal..it’s a group anway.NOH wus reallly2 mad n upset when this guy (i’m not sure yg mane satu,not stated) stabbed his back.pendekkan cerita,kawan noh yg stab-back dier tu telah menjilat ludah sendiri hanye sebab nak buat album DEMI popularity n buang kawan demi nak please org2 besar tu..noh was reallly8x mad.dier siap kate macam sia2 je frienship derang slame ni..gi laa sronok ngan afterparty,arak,n dunia glamour yg kowang nak sgt tu  <—–lbih kureng ceniy laa.

NOH ooh NOH…kalau aku kat tempat dia,pnuh ngan popularity,fans,n n being phenomenal n everything…aku sdri pn x sure aku kuat iman ke tak..not sure if i could stay away from dirty stuff, and act the same way as i wus when i wus just a nobody, stay humble,have respect for org2 kat bawah, …..maybe dalam dunia ni,or should i say dlm malaysian music industry,noh je yang boleh buat mcm ni..judging from the past top artist yg penah bikin keco fans ,like ziana,siti,mawi etc…ni sumer mcm lumbe popularity.despite his tangan yg cepat taip words mencarut( ala..name pn llaki kan..),celebrities should live a clean life like the one NOH is living.

so,MOHAMMAD NOH SALLEH…you have all my respect.

my only wish,NOH ..please3x stay clean like you are now.

resam padi makin berisi makin tunduk.

ok…noh ni berbaloi utk kite support..

so people out there..support the very talented but so humble HUJAN!!

CHECK CHECK ROCK ROCK

aku rase nak jerittt je skarang…mmg aku da jerit da pun!..it wus the AJL…n ESTRANGED kesayanganku menang!!!!! so aku terpakse jerit sebab aku gembira melampau2 sgt td…

wpun skarang ni aku nak exam dah..tp lately aku asyik merayau2 je kat internet ni..bace blog psl AJL laa,Faizal laa..hujan  n estranged(of course)…pasal aku rindu malaysia kot..(padahal psl xnak study)..aku siap boleh hafal dialog2 kat AJL behind the scene tu..punye laa tunggu nak tgk AJL..skali ntah ape error..fail plak live streaming..bengang gile aku sampai menangis.aku rase nak cincang je pc  ni tadi..k aaa..aku gi tengok kat bilik pika..tyme tu da 2nd performance,nora..sebbaik aku cume tertinggal Jinbara rock kapak tu je..klu aku tgk sure aku nak kutuk2..

then there came ESTRANGED’s turn..i expected them 2 start with the drum..so i wus like sooo excited jerit2 panggil pika so that she wont miss ANDY’s part..but derang tuka music arrangement (seperti yg dikatekan oleh DIN in an intervw)…mmg aku looked 4ward to cane laa agaknye derang nak ubah the musics..skali dga mmg beshh!!personally i tot it was brilliant..pika n hana pn  kate ‘besttt laa’…which made me bangge gile (sbb derang bukan peminat ESTRANGED)..ceh..aku ni mcm laa ahli kumpulan estranged..kah3..

baju derang were sponsored by TOPMAN…HANAFI’s  outfit looked the smartest to me..sayang…couldn’t watch ANDY drumming coz the camera kept focusing on RICH who by the way also looked cool as well..troughout their performance,i kept screaming like org gile..but i’m sure those watching live kat sane pn sure teruje ngan performance derang yg mmg fantastic..no doubt.org gile je yg akan deny dat estranged wus absolutely marvelous!gile impressive!

i’ve been updating myself reading the ESTRANGED blog..(well,andy sorang je yg tulis pn)…looking at the way derang expose themselves to the public,the fan especially..mmg derang sgt lepak,simple,n theyre bein themselves.i think dat’s y u guys get to hav me as one of ur fans, dear boys..mmg aku sgt smangat with ESTRANGED going to the AJL finals..i even left my comments on AJL blogs everywhere n even on ESTRANGED last post before the finals..(the one on the TOPMAN)..

hahhh..i feel like i’m the one winning AJL tonite.sooo damn happy!sumer results tahun ni mmg i puas hati.especially ESTRANGED.they desrved it.then,JAC+LAH on the best vocal…mkagumkan,wasn’t it?cume i expected more laa from LAH…i tot he did better on semi.duncha think so.tp glad he shared the best vocals award with jac.nora plak..ok.i suke dier menang.she has been very down-to-earth all diz while..

lagu yg aku rase mmg awal2 lagi x mungkin menang are: JIMBARA si kapak and JIMBARA si mat leleh…so klu org kate ESTRANGED x deserve,n jimbara wus better intead..u guys mmg ler kawan2 TOMOK,arrow,budak kacamata bla3 yg mmg wekkkk!!!tu..ooopsSs

and..siti plak..erm..i couldn’t stand laughing at her outfit..so sorry kay..wel it’S really2 good to see u in tudung.coz that’s wut u should exactly do as a muslim yg baik(sbb ko ske CREATE imej baik)..but to be a trend setter,stop dreaming la kak.coz i think the way i wear tudung is trilion times cun dari ko..hahaaa..sbb i wear tudung becoz i wanted to.not becoz of other people.tapi apepun,aku sokong ko pakai tudung n aku doakan ko akan iklas n selesa with it.iklas ni aku doakan.

for FAIZAL TAHIR…i noe this sounds stupid..but i realise dat i begin 2 respect  u of all the controversies u’ve been thru..(well,still going thru)..in my point of view,u’re someone creative,berani n xhipokrit.u just do wutever u feel is the best 4 ur performances n 4 ur fans,,but unfortunately,there r segelintir org yg dengki exist kat muke bumi  ni..i think that the more bodoh ones are the pakcik2 jawatankuasa bla3 yg buat hukuman mlampau kat faizal tu.not becoz of them scolding such a talented star like him,but because of being sooOoo unfair n irrelevant.go laa gam dayang nurfaizah yg perform kat AJL tadi tu seksi gile.(again ..aku x anti dayang,n neither a fan of faizal’s okay)

klu laa jawatankuasa tu nak pakai alasan trying 2 be strict or wutever…then buat laa peraturan betul2 yg bertulis.bukannye bile da blaku baru nak konon2 runding n discuss the punishment.it should be the other way round la.mentang2 la budak faizal tu baru n kowang rase dier tu junior tapi nak lebih2…so kowang hentam dier abes2..wut about da ladies yg cam xiklas nak pkai baju tu?r they gonna easily get away n bersenang lenang menyeksi? kowang ni nak hukum2 org pn pilih bulu ye..len kali buat peraturan bertulis.xder bincang2 nak hukuman ape depending on the pesalah.sumer rujuk undang2 je..barulaa same rate antara artis yg jawatankuasa 2 ske n yg derang x ske.

aku mmg x pro or anti sape2..juz wondering how unfair the malaysians are being…espacially towards the male artists..da girls are bermaharajalela-ing n nobody seems to care.huh..nauzubillah..

papepun my ESTRANGED won the nite! …n i’m proud of it!!

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’simple but fantastic’

-andy-din-hanafi-rich-

it’s the exam week.yippy!! i lyke~~huh kidding! i noe i noe i shud be studying rite now but cummon..it’s friday!(and tomorrow’s saturday n the next day’s another holiday~~)let’s not think about the future..appreciating the present is more meaningful ..dat’s wut i’ve been told by someone..

well i dun actually hav any particular topics to blog about..just feel like typing after spending one whole day at skool..( including 4hours 30 minutes of experiment…)lame kann..tapi best..

smalam da abes 2 paper,線形代数学and 微分方程式..adeke sensei  buat 2 paper skaligus dalam 1 mase..nasib baik line clear nak tiru meniru ngan pian.so relieved dat 2 papers da abes..another 5 to go bebeh!!

nak dekat2 ngan exam week ni plak someone introduced me a band named HUJAN claimed to be  tengah meletup kat msia..i wonder, wut does he mean by ‘meletup’? how overwhelmingly are malaysians accepting HUJAN ..mesti happening giler kan.well,we gotta thank IZHAM OMAR for the efforts he put to bring up these talents.IZHAM’s the real hero of the industry.agree?alrite,know y i like HUJAN? coz they’re so themselves n close to the fans.dat’s wut i like psl derang slain lagu2 yg best..((hmm..since when malaysian people suke band ceni ni?.slalunye asyik yang ngarut2 je (cthnye:AF,Sembilu,gerak khas,natasha,ahli fiqir etc…bluekk!!)))..

cakap pasal ni, i really2 miss being on stage..i love performing more than  KFC…since hi-skool,it has always been diz way:..unlike batch atas n batch bawah aku,my batch mmg type yg x cenderung ke arah stage performances.they can’t really accept stuff like these.poor me.they even labelled me ‘capap’…(well,fiqah aishah is the official capap tho)…just ask anybody from my skool, or even AAJ..who’d deny my CAPAPness?hahah…

ok2..can’t deny dat i’m an attention seeker.tapi dont blame me..coz i’m enjoying it..haahaa!!ごめんね if it annoys you..masalahnye kadang2 oley sbb da tebiase capap,bile xnak capap pn org ingat capap jugak..ades..same gak laa kesnye bile baru2 datang gundai..sensitive btol aku bile org kate aku capap.yg x keruan nye tu bile aku xdapat nak ingat the exact hour of me seeking attention as claimed,because i normally sedar when,where,why,how do i capap..but dat tyme i really didnt hav any idea.so dat wus kinda freakin’ me out….Tapi tu crite monthsss ago,when i wus still young.Hey,guess wut.i really did find out dat i’m having sum positive changes in myself since i became 20…OR u can name it ‘the transformation into an adult woman’..(note: you are officially an adult if youre 20..dat’s in japan)….i realized dat i amazingly begin to be able to ignore all bad things people say about me n feel comfortable with it..as long as aku selesa doing wut i choose to do,then i won’t care about anything else..coz i noe i’m a good girl…(ghee..this topic suddenly makes me feel annoyed n really sick of the senior-junior thing we had in skool back then). I think we’re matured enough 2 hav the  sense dat is to  mind our own business…as we’re no longer in skool, people! so ,busybodies n badmouthers..back-off!! u’re not gonna change anything about me bebeh..

it’s 440 in da morning…n i’m still ere..online..these days r damn boring..x rase ke?

everyone is being so emotional lately..maybe experiencing ‘the most difficult days of the month’…they say dat　girls are complicated..ok u can say wutever u lyke about us…as long as u try to relate those scientific facts and accept the fact that it’s not our fault..hish..

lamenyer laa nak abes studies..do i really like wut i’m doing?huh…tau tak..sometimes i feel like a nerd studying science..klu pandai xpe gak…huhh..btape siksanye laa blaja mende yg kite x hustler pastu disertai ngan competition..ok laa..ni takdir saye..Allah tetapkan ni jalan hidup…at least Alhamdulillah masih lagi berada dalam keadaan ‘x syok sendiri’ dat is…konon up to date laa minum arak sumer tu….u think ure cool..but people are laughing at you laa..common people wakeup ok?!… OMG wuts happening to malaysia?

Masuk 2day…2 bulan lbih dah kat japan…trase nak tulis mende ni lak ttibe..

Juz wanna xpress n share da feeling of studying abroad…(wel I normally do this in a diary but poor..haven’t even bought one yet=(  )wpun it’s June oredi..

Today I had dis IT lesson on Exell..Malu banget! Summer mende x reti buat..dah r slow giler..asyik ketinggalan je…huh!ni la yg slalu blaku sejak day 1 lagi aku kat

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ini..(GUNDAI laa)

1^st week..i didn’t think much of studies..i was really focusing on making Japanese frenz..

Giler Kurou r nak mule buat kawan..main tego je sumorang..Tyme 2 sumoang pdg aku pelik la..dh r pakai tudung..pastu ttibe je x pasal2 main tgo orang..

Aku amek Mechanical Engineering…ader 80 orang sumernye dlm klas aku..n masuk aku..cume ader 2 org je girlz..Mule2 sure la wat kawan ngan dak ppuan 2 dlu..name dier Manami..Mule2 x ngam sgt ngan dier..psl dier ade Geng sendiri..

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boys je..dh la tu..one of them  tu ske la nak pdg kerek kat aku..iii! bengang btol!

Tapi 2 manami yg aku mule2 knal dlu..skang ni dier begitu baik..even klu manami dok blakang dlm klas pn..dier akan waza2 dtg kat seat aku juz 2 greet oHaiyou..^.^

Kay..next is my Lab partner merangkap my Japanese fren who knows me best so far (konon)..mule2 bapak r muke kerek giler..xbrani sgt la nak tgo..tapi ader 1 hari 2,tyme nak balik,aku babai Manami,dier babai aku..(ureshi!)..then da next day..tyme klas BI dier datang sblah aku..n starting from tu la kami banyak berborak2..n diz dis the only Japanese fren yg tau nick aku Peqah…Hiroshi ni is a very2 Genius guy!sumer mende tyme experiment dier yg wat.aku tukang pahamkan ape yg dier dah fikir.Dier ske tny sensei soklan2 yg sensei sdr x reti nak jawab..hmm..terer kann?mule2 dlu dier asek tanye je aku ni pandai ke?? Cuak aku dbuatnyer..dier punyela xpect aku pandai pasal konon2 dapat shogakukin dr Negara..padahal buat kire2

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x reti..harap kat dier je..Malu tauh?!

Dak2 klas aku ni dh ler mostly 18 tahun..mude dari aku ler..tapi aku ni slalu wat muke bodo2 xtau ape..nnt derang tlg aja la..klu tgk cam aku yg mude dr derang..

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mende xtau..

Tu la antara citer 2 orang kawan utama yg aku wat kat klas iaitu Hiroshi n Manami…pastu ader la annual event ni..kutip sampah!kitorang dibahagi2

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ke beberape group..n aku sorang2 girl lak diz tyme..so dat day kitorang bjalan berbelas  kilometer kutip sampah sekitar Bandar

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yg indah ni.it happened 2 be a rainy day la plak..mule2

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aku jalan sorang je kat blakang..sdey tol..laki2 jpon ni begitu zalim ‘’ to omotteimashita ga..ttibe ader la sorang ni tgu aku jalan..pastu tny aku ngara mane..so aku pn bersoal jawab la ngan dier(KOIKE) ttg asal usulku ini..menggunakan ayat2 standart yg aku jawab kat mane2 org yg menyoal aku sejak hari 1^st lagi..later another guy slow down..so diz tyme kami jln 3 orang la..dak 2 tny aku reti ckp BI tak..aku ckp x..pastu dier kate..Zannen!baru igt nak try ckp BI ngan aku..so aku ape laie..aku trus kate..”cakap la BI”…make..perbualan kami dalam BI itu tlah pun menarik perhatian ahli2 group aku yg lain..dan sepajang perjalanan selame lbih kurang 4 jam lebih tu kami

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cakap BI je..hahah..langsung x letih..sumorang beriye nak testpower BI masing2..jenuh aku melayan..(ceeewah!)…pastu ttibe ujan turun…aku pn jalan wat bodo ja la..cam macho..ttibe ader org payungkan aku..ooo incik KOIKE rupenyer..so aku pn ckp la…”waa gentleman la kamu!” hahha…pastu sorang laie ckp kat aku…”meh kasi i bawak barang you”…so aku pn menyerahkanla barang2 yg kubawa itu lalu berjalan la mcm tuan puteri..

N sejak tu..aku pn berkawan ngam la gak ngan dak2 geng kutip sampah tu..(Tsukui,Koike,ryouta,sakurai,bla3…)derang siap cancel karaoke tuh pasal nak borak dlm BI beramai2 aritu..(cayalah kamu tuan puteri peqah!)..BI ku yg bertabur itu telah mendapat meniktirafan di bumi sakura ini

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Ok..tsuzukimashite..Week 3..dak2 Nihonjin ni dah stat wat click..sumorang dh mule ke mane2 ngan geng masing2..antara geng yg dikenalpasti..geng Manami n da boyz, geng groupmate kutip sampah aku tu,n geng Hiroshi+Tsukui+Hongo….ni je la geng yg berkaitan ngan aku..n geng aku kat klas kikai tu plak ialah…jeng3!…saye+pian+alireza+ou….hahahha!

Ssh gak la 1^st step nak wat kawan tu..tapi ader la gak dak2 yg kiter x yah ssh2 nak approach..cthnyer Hiroka..sgt2 baik n frenly!..2 klas je same ngan dier..tapi  dier siap leh knl ngan kitorang

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dak2 msia lagi..siap dah kenal balak dier lagi tu..n hiroka ni je la satu2 nye kawan Nihonjin yg aku penah borak lame kat tepon..pasal kami same2 softbank!^^ aku ader kasi dier 1 packet Brahims Ayam masak merah..dier masak ngan balak dier n siap send gambar laie kat aku..slain hiroka..klasmet thirah iaiti cik TAKIE n cik Megumi pn sangat la peramah..dier rajin tego dak2 msia…suke sgt ngan mereka..dh la caring..terharu tau..pasal x ramai org yg cam derang…

Hmm..banyak beno la plak citer2 salah silah persahabatan nih..dh la tu..xyah le bace..aku saje je tulis mende ni pasal xder diary taun ni..x best tol menaip2 ni..tgk r kang aku bli gak diary..wpun sudah bln 11 sekalipon..